Saturday, June 18, 2005

Prom

i didn't go to prom, i went to my pedi/manicure and they match my car got int to the dress, felt fat decided that could solved by wrapping 4 ace bandages around my stomach, but couldn't find any so i went over to courtney's and felt REALLY insecure. helped everyone get ready, did courtney's makeup, made mark shave, jon did his make-up (it was hot) avoided as many pictures as i could and otherwise hid behind mark and/or jon. got to the resaurant waited half an hour to be seated at which point i REALLy din't feel like eating (so i didn't), jon and i sniped at each other so i jut shut up for the evening got the bill of $338 which is a little over 3 weeks of groceries and nearly threw up ened up paying $40 dollars and the tip (for a glass of water) walk out, my mother's bracelet broke, and then some asshole hit on me (sarcastically) at which point i decided to leave, and in the 20 minutes it took for the limo to show to pick up the rest of the group 3 things happened
1. elise hugged me and said "bye"
2. Courtney asked me to reconsider
3. everyone else ignored it

When the limo DID arrive only courtney and her date asked me to come and just ignore the rest of it i said no and told them to forget me and just have a good time cause she'd been looking forward to it.

so they left.

3 groups of robinson kids left. Courtney S-w and Kaitlyn Mott tried to make me feel better (and kinda did, cause courtney's date trhew-up out the limo window as it was moving, which is worse than me) And tori said hi

So while i was waiting i realized that non eof the people i had planned to go to prom with were people i was going to stay in touch with. I mean noelle and jon and jo all proved they didn't care lisey didn't kinda and since she's not going to read this anyway i'll just say that it kinda hurt that courtney whom I'm not even close friends with was more worried about me than she was but whatever

So justin came by the house and checked on me cause he didn't see me there which was sweet, but then he shared what HE did at prom which i DID NOT want to know about

I didn't go to prom, i didn't miss much i should have just gone to the movies with one of my college friends or something.